You know you don’t have to be anything or do anything other than what makes you happy, however yes in this life we do have things that we have to do or that allow us to for example have a roof over our heads if we are blessed to have this as not all do, food on our table again if we are blessed enough to have this as not all do, there are things we ‘do’ to survive yes and they may not light up our world but are necessary part for us in that moment of time (which is always in and open to change). So in saying that the question being asked is where is your happiness, do you feel a distinct lack of it, do you look around and ask where has the joy gone. Where are the things that you engage with and within that bring joy, peace and a smile, do you feel it has become more of a ‘going through the motions’ day to day experience for you. Do you feel lost, your sense of purpose, desire, or even they are saying ‘light’ feels dimmed or even snuffed out (it’s not it’s just way of expressing the magnitude of emotion felt). Your joy is not lost it just may feel that way at times as you ride the waves of your transformation, be aware however of your choices in what you are either cutting yourself off from or saying no to, depriving yourself of that are isolating or disconnecting from joy.
There is a distinct ending felt, the sense of its rippling through the planet so it is touching everyone in some way, this morning was the awareness of grief, such sadness the emotions held within so tightly starting to come out, it feels like years or maybe its lifetimes of grief coming away, it’s the grief felt when something comes to an end and you don’t know what or where you are heading, uncertain of what you want to do, be and how you feel about anything in between. You may have or be now experiencing endings in some form, endings don’t have to be connected to sadness they can be joyful endings but even within the joyful there is emotion that feels raw, uncertain, weary. For some (what is coming through) is the sense or awareness of their own mortality, this may be connected to endings of life or separations, loved ones or health issues that have arisen, children getting older, which is bringing up this uncertainty, sadness, sense of loss even if you know everything is okay.
There is nothing wrong, allow your emotions to move through you, you don’t have to be string and hold them in for they will only come back around, go softly, these emotions need to be allowed space to move through so you can best do your part in this by not needing to be a certain way, have it all worked out, or dive into thinking things are falling apart. No matter what you may or may not be processing in your experience it is a good idea to be on top of your energy clearing, yourself and your spaces, particularly those you spend a lot of time in. You are more aware and are feeling more, your sensitivity to self and the energy of that which is outside of you has amplified, this is not a bad thing as you have always had this ability to deeply feel, connect with and communicate with everything.
You are feeling things more deeply, on an emotional level of awareness and you are aware that things are within a distinct change for you. You are coming into a new time a new stage in your life, release your grip on the old and with absolute trust know you are stepping into your newness of being. We are so used to having it all planned out, all the stages, down to the lists of what we are going to do, even our expectations on how we will feel within it all, we have always needed to understand everything, the details, this is functioning in the old ways as it restricted us or held us within boxes it limited us. Our new way of being doesn’t feel completely anchored for many as it is really the opposite, it means trust, blind trust at times, it means not knowing or understanding and trusting and doing anyway, taking those leaps of faith when we can’t see ahead but it is what our heart is drawing us to do. Being guided by the heart instead of always being within the head, by your knowing, your higher guidance, it means being open to new things, new ways, being open to change, the unpredictable with curiosity rather than fear. We are all within adjustment, we are all feeling discombobulated at times, uncertain in one moment then centred, in tune and purposeful in the next. Allow the waves, some feel like you are being taken out to sea and in the next moment crashed back onto the shore, some feel too big that we feel we are going under but we always manage to float, whilst others are fun and soft to ride, it’s a dance, be open and know there is nothing wrong even within the parts that feel you are falling apart, ride the waves as you move with/within your endings, keep trusting that all is as it needs to be and in trust you open to align with your new beginnings, it is through your trust that you transform dearest heart.
Whatever is moving away from you, whether job, relationship, friendship, family and no matter how it looks just trust the higher purpose of all things that is at play within this for you and all connected. Your eyes are being opened and some of the information or the way it is playing out may not be easy to swallow and some of it will reveal its beauty in motion to you after the fact. Either way all is as it needs to be, sink into trust, open your heart and walk within love (as best you can) shine bright.
Much Love xxx
Delight/Joy
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(Light Code – Delight/Joy – Absorb it, fill up – SoulLee Connected (c) 2024)
