Our continued/ous practice of discernment, trust and courage that keeps us boldly moving forwards through what can feel a constant test at times, walking a higher path through what we choose, how we respond, how we Love self and others. Can you see, feel and sense where you have shifted, risen above, moved through and now walk within higher wisdom of and those around you that haven’t moved as, how shall we say it? as fast or as much as you have, this speaks clearly to those closest to us. This is NOT anything to do with anyone being better, or a hierarchy just clearly seeing the results of doing the work and diving into the shadow we hold and those that haven’t yet, everyone is perfectly where they are. It may be feeling a test of your resolve, your patience, your boundaries, your Love, to hold and anchor your space, peace and harmony amongst what you can see as let’s call it the split. For those that feel, that are more able to feel energy and have sense as one of their dominant senses, you are noticing this in a big way. You may however also feel the two very different versions of you stepping in and out at different times in how you choose to respond to others and situations that may arise around them, it may be from frustration and this ties into the next message/paragraph below, you catch yourself responding from old trigger, in an old way, it’s okay, pull it back and take a breath.
What you may have had come up is feeling the niggles and the energy of where you overdo for others, where you have tipped the scales of balance so your actions are not supportive of the whole but depleting for you. So all those little jobs and routines, the things you do for others you may be having a hard time keeping them up, you may be feeling this deeply within the physical body as you cant carry or keep it up any longer. You may be feeling or have felt for a while the pulling back from that which you are being clearly shown you can’t maintain going forwards for your own health. So where do others have to step up, meet you half way or start to carry what has been theirs, their responsibility all along? But you thought at the time that it was a good and ‘right’ thing to do to do it for them for whatever reason that was. Are you literally feeling the weight of it within you, the fatigue it is creating in your physical and energetic body as well as what may be showing up in the emotional, resentment building, annoyance, anger. Have the conversations, put some changes in place, they may not be well received at first but for your own sanity and peace they need to be done. No more carrying what is not yours to or overstepping your own boundaries, when you do you are going to feel this one. Time to hand a few things back.
There are going to be endings, they may be little ones or they may feel quite impactful depending on what area they move in within your unique story. How you process this or rather do you best to see if you are trying to control what wants to naturally come to completion, if you are being immovable and hanging on to what has already withdrawn its energy so it feels it has no life force nourishment flowing to/through it, it’s going to feel harder and drawn out. There are new things coming in its place take a deep breath and trust this, things are already moving towards you just waiting for the old to get out of the way, for you to get out of the way. You may find that what is coming up is actually all the fears, doubts and beliefs that hold them in place about your security, what has felt a surety, what has felt supportive, so it may feel ungrounding if these start to feel wobbly due to outer change. Keep stepping into trust. There is what they are calling a ‘simplification process’ moving through everything, highlighting what is a keeper and what is ready to move out or shift form. Trust its process.
Remember its not just about your energetic and physical health, nourishment, care but also how clear and clean your environment is that you inhabit. Tune in and feel your home, what and where needs a cleanse, who have you had in your home. We are of its energtic, health.
Much Love xxx
