Emotions may have been surfacing out of seemingly nowhere, bringing with it a mix from deep grief to a sadness, flatness felt, around what has been, people, those lost to you whether crossed over home to Light or just past relationships, whether they were messy, new truths of what actually occurred within them being seen, felt in deeper ways, seeing more clearly. As well as (for some) areas around security, comfort, where you feel safe and where you don’t, where you feel anchored and where you don’t. And for some something may have come completely out of the blue that it has literally knocked you off your feet, its been quite the surprise.
Remember not everything deserves or needs an action, response or judgement of it rather space to process it. Deep clearing is occurring.
Today lots of little bits came in and there will be things that arise for some and you may connect with one or many of them now or over the next week –
Being shown or knowing that a past pattern or habit you are now definitely done with, you can see how you have changed and you are now over the emotion wound that held it in place for you, you are done with it, it’s taken some time to get to this point but here you are, well done this is huge! Recognise this.
Annoyance, irritation from other/certain peoples seeming lack of care, accountability, or responsibility may really niggle at you. They have always been that way you are now way less tolerate of it as you choose better for yourself and how you are treated, the blinkers have been removed. Just be aware of ‘annoyance’ getting the better of you and choose how you want to act if at all, deep breath!
Honesty with yourself and how you have been keeping a way of being, habit, pattern in place that you know is stopping you from being more of the person you want to be, this is speaking from the physical body so it may be what you are putting into your body or lack of movement, supporting the self over others. Those habits that are hurtful and possibly addictive. This has been something that has been niggling at you and may be you have tried and failed many times but the message is to not give up. Its time to look deeper and speak to the fear that is actually at the root of what’s stopping you making a better go of it or lasting change possible.
It hurts it cuts deeply sometimes when it is revealed that a person you thought was on your side or supportive of you has been shown to not be what you perceived them to be or actually in the light of day as supportive as you thought or had your best interests at heart. You are going to move through the emotions of this, allow yourself time to process just what has been now seen, known, recognised.
If it needs to be said it needs to be said, sometimes things cant be kept in and in so doing it may pack quite the punch but it will also get the ball rolling on what has been brushed under the rug and been hanging in the air. It may force another to finally speak up or confront it head on. There may be a little fallout and you may then second guess if you should have opened your mouth but the eventual freedom for you and the clear air will be ultimately be worth it.
Have you fallen back into old pattern of pushing through, doing for the sake of, covering up and masking that you are not actually okay or running on empty.
Be very aware of getting sucked along with the crowd, you don’t have to agree or follow what you know is not in your best interests to seem to fit in, be accepted or ‘a part of’. You will notice how much you now no longer tolerate this energy, whether its aggression, gossip, or other. You are right to remove yourself in whatever way you can for your own mental, emotional and energetic health. You are seeing and feeling the divide.
Much love xxx
