A Lot is being ‘Churned’ Up

Things may have felt a little heavy over the last few days and this may have literally been felt within your physical body, the energy of within your chest coming up into your throat, the head, through the jaw and within the third eye. Where do you need to change your relationship with others to allow yourself to let go of the old roles you have been playing and create greater freedom for you to choose for yourself what you want to experience in your life. We are being shown so clearly where we are still cycling within the struggle and choosing the same things over and over again that keeps us tied to people, places, situations and circumstances that we are done with. Resistance is being felt deeply.

Find the pause, cut with what is not yours, and know that whatever is coming up for you and being illuminated within the pre lunar energies is not for you to feel that you are getting no where or going ten steps backwards within, but again to show you what you are holding within that is bubbling up to be acknowledged, embraced, forgiven, released or just observed and let go of handed over to love, what is beckoning in change for you so you can experience greater freedom dearest hearts within your life experience. You may be going back over old ground that shows you where you didn’t value yourself, didn’t choose yourself, didn’t trust yourself not to make you feel bad, silly or hopeless but rather to show you what not to choose for yourself any more, what you are DONE with. Your days of choosing to stand up for yourself, your values, rights and beliefs, to stand within firm boundaries and speak your truth, put you first are now. Look back on what you have travelled that still pains you, that you thought you were done with, what is being shown is what hasn’t been fully expressed through you, what hasn’t been able to be digested and released from the heart and see that it is showing you that you are ready to rise. You will no longer choose this way, experience,  no longer play within or entertain but most of all see it as invitation to love yourself more, to recognise the magnificence you are.

You are healing yourself. Your ego may tell you that you should be done by now or you aren’t doing it right, no-thing is further from the truth, let not the mind cloud your hearts wisdom that you are indeed blossoming from the inside out. Find your place of peace as best you can and remind yourself if you have been feeling a little rattled within and amped up that this too shall pass, go with it rather than dive into old story that something is wrong, this is heart over head work as the head will click into beliefs that a, b and c is wrong with you. Fear has been holding us back and running the show for a long time, a lot of our fears go back to survival instinct, they take work to change, they take choice again and again to change and write a new way. Our work, our healing which is allowing ourselves to move through and be present with our feelings, emotions, experiences rather than avoid is lifting our beings out of fear and into the higher/est vibration of Love. We are our own freedom.

Hand on your heart, “I (say your name) choose, I allow freedom to show me the way, so be it.” Take a deep breath in and slowly exhale.

Much Love xxx

I’m continuing to step back a little this week to allow presence, space and release. I’m on email if you need to connect with me. As always, much Love to All.