With Love
The sense the ingrained belief that we have to ‘do it all’ has been coming up, do you notice this in your life, feeling you have to be the one that can juggle and keep all the balls in the air, be the support for everyone, have all the parts of your life or your family’s life running smoothly, you are the doer, the fixer, the carer, the everything, create it all so that no thing that is out of place. And where does this stem from? Likely the fear of being rejected, judged as worthless or inadequate, abandoned, again. This sits so deeply within so many of us and is our driver for perfection as we fear that if we are not we are no good.
Its time to let go, further, make small steps consciously choosing for SELF, let go of believing and reinforcing beliefs held with actions, that we have to be all things to all people, that it is weakness to ask for help, to receive, to be vulnerable, all this old programming from within this lifetime and past that have been carried forwards we have been doing for so long. They are kept in place with our choosing, however it is with awareness with conscious presence with ourselves, the more we are the more we are really aware of what we are doing, choosing, being for ourselves and for others in our day and where the balance of things is just so lop sided, where we can better see that perhaps we haven’t really even, or ever really supported or nurtured self.
Time to cancel the story, rewrite your path forwards, to recognise and know within every fibre of your being that you are enough, whether you are doing no-thing or whether you are doing every-thing, and so then you are choosing to be or not to be from a different space and that dearest hearts is ALL the difference. You actually can do it all yes and wander through green pastures whilst you do it, so be it. And you can also choose that doing for one is enough for you and everyone else, so be it. We are letting the old stories go and creating beautiful freedom from within that paves out outer world reality and blessedly so.
Don’t be surprised if it feels that all the little things have come up and are niggling at you, all the things you feel you haven’t got done, it may have the mind running and the emotions a little chaotic. If they come up around your home and all the things that need tending to pay attention as for some of you there is a deep calling for you to tend to declutter and having a good look at what you are keeping around you, especially in your bedroom. Your energy your sense has heightened and so you are feeling and connecting with, your body is feeling the energy of things more, you may not have made this connection consciously to the things in your space but check in with this. What about the things in your home that belong to others and what they may have been going through at the time, all things hold energy and the energy of the people that used, played with, lived with them. Yes some things thing may be sentimental yes but how does the energy of this thing feel, it may be grandmas vase or a painting generations back what is the energy that it is giving off, ask of the subconscious mind “does this ______ need to be placed elsewhere or put outside to be cleared?” Ask the question and ‘feel’ the response. This is about stepping into the next level of awareness to what you are choosing to have the energy of in your environment, your sacred spaces, the room your sleep in. some things can be interfering with your sleep.
Blessings with much love and kindness xxx
