We Enter February
It feels important to say to allow yourself time to move through emotions that may arise as deeper parts are revealed to you, the depth of which may take you by surprise around certain situations and past experiences, relationships that you thought you felt you had a handle on. It doesn’t mean you don’t or that anything is necessarily falling apart rather the opening for you to let go further of what has been stored within your being, your head, your subconscious mind.
Be present and pause rather than reactionary if possible although you may be surprised as to the level of sadness or anger you hold that bubbles up to the surface. There has been a rising strength, a grounded aligned power rising up within you and you feel even more ready and able to stand in your truth, speak from your truth where you feel it necessary and especially supporting this is your refined, new and more aligned supportive boundaries. You may find that some take this (as was mentioned in last weeks messages from memory) as something is wrong or may take it personally your non agreement or readiness to jump in or drop everything as you once did. You are considering what is right for you, feeling your way forwards rather than making unconscious choices.
Continue to feel, awareness to what you are feeling, as some moments may be to slow it down and others to step forwards or jump in. Feeling your way rather than solely being guided by the head and what it thinks is best is the way to move. Within the pause you are able to feel which way is in alignment and which way isn’t, and if you are unsure give it space. However knowing in all things there is no wrong as all is food for the Souls experience.
Take moments to pause and take a few breathes, close your eyes and recognise the presence of Love within you, the Light within you.
We still feel in a space that we are being given opportunity to clear up what we can before mid-month so pay attention to any strong guidance or inner knowing that is niggling at you to let something go, make change or step into. A big one for many is where we are not allowing ourselves room for joy, space to do things that light us up which connects to old programs and beliefs around being able or worthy to receive, and Ancestral patterns of doing, what has been perceived to be right, wrong, selflessness. For some you may be feeling your joints, your muscles particularly in the right side of your body, the physical side (left is spiritual) can you recognise where you may not be allowing yourself permission to have fun, to bring joy to yourself or make room for possibility of and spontaneity. Where are you perhaps overriding yet again your own needs?
Your old identity has been dissolving, moments of not quite knowing yourself or anything (direction, certainty) will occur, they will wave in and out as you continue to acclimatise to your new vibration, the new you that has freed itself from a lot of density (the past, woundings, beliefs, trauma, patterns). Remind yourself in those moments when you feel something is wrong to take a breath, be aware of the heads chatter that can lead you down a path that isn’t so kind or pretty. Be aware of the head talk around what you are feeling, many of you are feeling more, its heightened, the energy of what is outside of you of all things and your own and your connection to all things. This is where your practice of clearing, grounding, movement and doing what you need to support yourself comes in. The nervous system I being highlighted, it’s been through a lot and is also within adjustment, recalibration. For some what you are feeling within your chest is energy but you may be experiencing it as a feeling of anxiousness. Use your practices, speak with it ask it what it is and what it is connected to, clear and cleanse. It will wave in and out and it will pass; you are learning how to function with heightened senses. Movement that opens the body is perfect even though you may not feel like it, it works.
Little pop ins for some or all –
· You cant ignore the signs, the feelings, your heart any longer, you have been trying to keep a relationship in your life the same way as it has always been but you have changed and its gets harder for you to pretend that it’s not changed and it can just carry on as is. This may be friendship or relationship. Allow yourself space to feel your way forwards here, much has been learned, so much growth has occurred, it’s time to find a way forwards that is either separate or a newly found way, either way the way will be shown to you or unfold in its natural order anyway. There is a sense of peace here for you, perhaps its been a long time coming. It will be okay.
· Making time to nurture your connection with Spirit, with the Divine will help you to sort what is unserving head chatter and what is truth. Too much engagement with the noise of life outside of you is muddling and confusing your natural ability to discern. Make time you will be glad you did and it will assist you to feel more anchored in the outer world rather than swayed along.
Much Love xxx
