We are within Transition
Its been a lot, it’s still feeling really hard for many, a sense of weight a heaviness that you feel you cant shake off of you and your thoughts you don’t seem to be able to lighten. Cry, scream, let it out, let what has built up within you as you have tried to remain or display a brave and ‘normal’ face to the outside world, let it go. You may spend a day crying, perfect, don’t see it as falling apart or down rather releasing and rising, let it out. There is acknowledgement that it hasn’t been easy and the pressures and goings on of the outside world and other people you have felt weigh in or add weight on for some has felt really consuming. You are not failing; you are not going backwards although some of it may feel like going back over old ground yes. Please be aware that you are not helping by being judgemental of yourself, and this is said with understanding that this can at times not be easy, however going back over the choices you have made that you feel may have brought different outcome if only you had/hadn’t, did/didn’t, said/not said and slipping into blame of self or others is only adding to it. Let the emotion attached come up and out, let it go.
What’s coming up is what you are done with, the time for certain things continuing to loop is done, you are being shown very clearly where you are spending love, time and energy that is not right for you any longer. It may have brought rise to all the grief you are holding within, a deep sense of loss may be felt, a deep sadness or it may feel that things are out of your control. The emotional body is full and why allowing space even if it is a whole day that you just feel it and cry, allow yourself to get it out, let the emotional body release is going to help shift things for you. The logical mind may have clarity suddenly but the emotional body is holding on, the heart showing you guiding you to what you are done with, the heart is open and so things are feeling all too present and very raw. It may feel in moments that all is falling apart when what is occurring is what wants to fall away or is awaiting your choice to change, make that final decision around is rising to open you to a new path, freedom from an old cycle, pattern.
Moments of clarity and confusion, get up and go and fatigue, feeling deeply your connection to All and then disconnection, nothing feeling stabilised and then moments of deep inner groundedness, all is okay. There is a period of integration still occurring and we walk the path now (and this feels for the last week of this month as we enter march) we are within transition, leaving behind who we were and stabilising in who we have become. This month has felt one of final shedding, deep integration and preparation for expansion. You may not know what you feel, you don’t have to have it all worked out just move with/within it as best you can holding understanding and trust that all is moving you in the right direction even when it feels far from it. So if you are feeling the final squeeze or feel that everything has come back up or at you, you are right on track, the endings, the beginnings, the out of the blue and exposure of what has been hiding beneath the surface, it is being shaken up to shift you and expose where the old identity still clings to things that are no longer aligned with where you are heading. Emotions may be so very present, parts of this is also connected to feeling fatigued from all you have travelled. So of course it’s not going to feel wonderful at times, do your best to when you are feeling deeply within your emotions, allow them, and release them, allow them and release them, breathe and let the density within you rise up and out, release.
We are within transition space. Be aware of what you are projecting through your thoughts, words, judgements into your reality, what you are choosing to be your story. Go gently, listen to your bodies (mental, emotional, physical and energetic) needs. Remember if you have been asking for freedom for example and you feel anything but, that in your asking the universe will bring to you to review all the areas where you are not free so you can see more clearly and make choice to change, adjust, release. So when you feel things are falling apart or coming at you have you considered that this is the necessary rearranging and shifting needed to bring to you more of the very thing you asked for? Something has to shift for change to occur.
With absolute Love and Kindness xxx
